things I want to say..but won't

There are many things I wish I would have said today. You know..those conversations you replay over and over in your head. I am tired. Tired of fighting the school for basic needs of my child. Today I was treated poorly -spoken to with condescending words. As I think about it tonight. I hope I never make others feel that way. I know most times to get what you want you have to get ugly..it just isn't my nature. (which is why I ate $200 on a bad color for Paige) I just sit and stew about what I would do if I could..instead of getting red faced and shaking, I would say the things I have thought of tonight..or would I? The truth of the matter is...it just isn't me.